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Friday, October 16, 2009

Oh, Oh
You can be my cuddy, cuddy buddy,
Fo’ Sho’ you can ride with me
Girl don’t act like you don’t already know,
Act like you don’t see
We can get it on the bed or the floor,
Don’t matter to me girl

I Wanna take you to h town
You can be my cuddy, cuddy buddy,
Fo’ Sho’ you can ride with me
Girl don’t act like you don’t already know,
Act like you don’t see
We can get it on the bed or the floor,
Don’t matter to me girl

Girl if you need this here,
Call me don’t have no fear,
I wanna (love you dowon la, la love you down)
Lay nice and lovey dovey
Someone that’ll lova love me
She’s something like a friend,
Call her my cuddy buddy

Even though she got a man,
She already known the plan,
She already known the deal,
So what the bid-ness is?

Even though I’m chubby
Your chick
She loves me
She might be with you now but
She’s still thinking of me,
Yall out there makin love
I couldn’t make em love me
In the back of the lap with it
Just … that!

Oh, Oh
You can be my cuddy, cuddy buddy,
Fo’ Sho’ you can ride with me
Girl don’t act like you don’t already know,
Act like you don’t see
We can get it on the bed or the floor,
Don’t matter to me girl

I Wanna take you to h town


See I cant be her man and
She cant be my girl
But we do it like its
The end of the world, ya digg
We have relations like
I’m kin to the girl

I make her holla like when
Mama brought her into the world
Like I’ll let him buy you dinner tonight
Then at the end of the night,
You’ll be my dinner tonight
You see he dark, you always dim in his lights
And that girl wanna shine
I bring her into the light
Wa la!
I become her Ala and I swear
That thing feel like la, la, la
And since he feed her lies,
I’ll be her dessert on the side

Oh, Oh
You can be my cuddy, cuddy buddy,
Fo’ Sho’ you can ride with me
Girl don’t act like you don’t already know,
Act like you don’t see
We can get it on the bed or the floor,
Don’t matter to me girl

I Wanna take you to h town

How u do ur lips like that,
Move ur hips like that
Work ur ass like that?
Why u make noise like that
Move slow like that
Fuck fast like that?

Baby I ain’t gon lie to you
We so sexually compatible
How I thrill myself,
I could kill myself
When I feel myself inside of you

You could be cuddy buddy,
Nibble on my nutty buddy
While we do some freaky things
wit the lights on
Touching on you while
I’m listening to T-Pain
Hugging on you while
I’m listening to Mike Jones
Then as soon as we got in the sac
I can hit it in the back of the lack of
A fifth of the yac like

It’s the middle of the night yall got into a fight,
Now your mad with your feelings hurt
Girl let me buy you a drink, please,
Tell me what you think,
Right before I get up in them skirts

Pull up in the lac truck (beep, beep)
Be shorty back up (feed me)
If your man act up he full time,
Girl I’ll be the back up
Cuz I’m your cuddy buddy
c-c-c-cuddy buddy
c-c-c-cuddy buddy
Soon as he fell asleep
Soon as he fell asleep
She on her way to love me
She knows that I (got that wood),
And she knows that my (sex is good)
We can do it on the bed or the floor
Cuz you know that I keep it hood

She knows that I (got that wood),
And she knows that my (sex is good)
We can do it on the bed or the floor,
Let me Know

Oh, Oh
You can be my cuddy, cuddy buddy,
Fo’ Sho’ you can ride with me
Girl don’t act like you don’t already know,
Act like you don’t see
We can get it on the bed or the floor,
Don’t matter to me girl


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

need to lose 40 pounds by christmas.
ate a grilled cheese today.
need a new coffee pot.
fasting :)


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

i have a shitty itty scale, so i never know my exact weight. but its something like 233. yesterday did a little walking, and has 1240 cals. bad cals, like mcdonalds cals. gross. todays a new day.
 
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intake[grilled cheese-250]


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currently reading: Manic: a memoir by: Terri CheneyFINISHED



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-start laundry
-put clean laundry away
-sweep basement
-clean the bathroom
-finish MANIC
-shower
-put dishes away
-load dishwasher again
-get all garbage out
-make book list
-make grocery list
-clean out car
-work on ED scrapbook
-finish sarahs collage
-return DS charger to BME


Behaviors

_X_ Routinely restricting calorie or food intake for the primary purpose of feeling more in control (e.g. "I'm going to limit how many calories I eat" or "I will only eat 'good' things").

_X_ Eating episodes during which you feel out of control regarding your eating.

_X_ Feeling compelled to exercise (sometimes excessively) in order to compensate for food eaten.

__ Self-induced vomiting.

_X_ Temporary fasting in order to compensate for food eaten.

_X_ Drug use to control eating or weight gain (e.g. diet pills, amphetamines, laxatives, diuretics, etc.)

_X_ Rituals around food (e.g. not allowing food to touch your lips; cutting your food into small pieces).

_X_ Frequently weighing yourself.

_X_ Counting calories.

Emotional

_X_ Depressed mood

_X_ Mood swings

_X_ Irritability

_X_ Guilt about eating

_X_ Intense fear of fat

_X_ Low self-esteem

_X_ Eating when upset

_X_ Emotional discomfort after eating

_X_ Difficulty tolerating the feeling of being full

_X_ Shame about eating behaviors

Psychological

__ Perfectionism

_X_ Preoccupation with food

_X_ High need for structure

_X_ Rigid eating schedule

_X_ Alternating between being in control of eating and "letting go"

_X_ Difficulty concentrating

_X_ Fluctuating body image (i.e. having "fat days" and "thin days")

Social

_X_ Frequently eating alone

_X_ Eating in secret

__X_ Avoiding friends

_X_ Avoiding situations where food is involved

__ Strained relationships due to food related issues.

_X_ Difficulty being assertive

Physical

___ Amenorrhea (i.e. menstruation has stopped)

___ Throat problems

_X_ Frequent weight fluctuations

_X_ Significant weight loss or gain

___ Swollen glands

___ Hair loss

___ Puffy cheeks

___ Broken blood vessels under eyes

_X__ Fainting/dizziness

_X__ Fatigue

___ Unexplained tooth decay

___ Development of fine hairs all over your body


Appearance
-I am shorter than 5'4.
-I think I am ugly sometimes.
-I have many scars.
-I tan easily. 
-I wish my hair was a different color.
-I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
-I have a tattoo.
-I am self-conscious about my appearance.
-I have/I've had braces.
-I wear glasses.
-I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
-I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
-I have more than two piercings
-I have piercings in places besides my ears.
-I have freckles.

School/Work
-I have a job.
-I've fallen asleep at work/school.
-I almost always do my homework.
-I've missed a week or more of school.
-I've been on the Honor Roll within the last two years.
-I failed more than one class last year.
-I've stolen something from my job.
-I've been fired.
-I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
-I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
-Disney movies still make me cry. 
-I've peed from laughing.
-I've snorted while laughing.
-I've laughed so hard I've cried.
-I've glued my hand to something.
-I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
-I've had my trousers rip in public

Health
-I was born with a disease/impairment.
-I've gotten stitches.
-I've broken a bone.
-I've had my tonsils removed.
-I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
-I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
-I had a serious surgery.
-I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
-I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
-I've been on a plane.
-I've been to Canada.
-I've been to Mexico.
-I've been to Niagara Falls.
-I've been to Japan.
-I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
-I've been to Europe.
-I've been to Africa.
-I've been to America.
-I've been to Australia
-I've been to South America.

Experiences
-I've gotten lost in my city.
-I've seen a shooting star.
-I've wished on a shooting star.
-I've seen a meteor shower.
-I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
-I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
-I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
-I've been to a casino.
-I've been skydiving.
-I've gone skinny dipping.
-I've played spin the bottle.
-I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
-I've crashed a car.
-I've been Skiing.
-I've been in a play.
-I've met someone in person from the Internet.
-I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
-I've seen the Northern Lights.
-I've sat on a roof top at night.
-I've played chicken.
-I've played a prank on someone.
-I've ridden in a taxi.
-I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.(live&movie)
-I've eaten Sushi.
-I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
-I've gone on a blind date.
-I've been the dumpy more than the dumper.
-I miss someone right now.
-I have a fear of abandonment.
-I've gotten divorced
-I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
-I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
-I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
-I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
-I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
-I've had a crush on a teacher.
-I've been kissed in the rain.
-I am a cuddler.
-I've hugged a stranger.
-I have kissed a stranger.

Drugs/Alcohol
-I've consumed alcohol.
-I regularly drink.
-I've passed out from drinking.
-I have passed out drunk at least once in the past six months.
-I've smoked weed.
-I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
-I've eaten shrooms.
-I've popped E.
-I've inhaled Nitrous.
-I've done hard drugs.
-I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
-I can't swallow pills.
-I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
-I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
-I shut others out when I'm depressed.
-I take antidepressants.
-I'm anorexic or bulimic or EDNOS.
-I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
-I've hurt myself on purpose.
-I'm addicted to self harm.
-I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
-I'm afraid of dying.
-I hate funerals.
-I've seen someone dying.
-Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
-Someone close to me has committed suicide.
-I've planned my own suicide.
-I've attempted suicide.
-I've written a eulogy for myself

Materialism
-I own over five rap CDs.
-I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
-I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
-I own something from Hot Topic.
-I own something from Pac Sun.
-I collect comic books.
-I own something I got on e-bay.
-I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes
-In general, I don't like people.
-I'm a feminist, or have feminist tendences.
-I'm outgoing.
-I listen to political music.
-I'm Democratic.
-I'm Republican.
-I'm Liberal.
-I'm religious.
-I dress fairly modestly.

Random
-I can sing well.
-I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
-I open up to others easily.
-I watch the news.
-I don't kill bugs.
-I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
-I curse regularly.
-I sing in the shower.
-I am a morning person.
-I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
-I'm a snob about grammar.
-I am a sports fanatic.
-I twirl my hair
-I have "x"s in my screen name..
-I love being neat.
-I love Spam
-I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
-I bake well.
-I would wear pajamas to school.
-I like Martha Stewart
-I know how to shoot a gun.
-I am in love with love...
-I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
-I laugh at my own jokes.
-I believe in ghosts.
-I am online 24/7, with an online message
-I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
-I am really ticklish.
-I love white chocolate
-I bite my nails.
-I play video games.
-I'm good at remembering faces.
-I'm good at remembering names.
-I'm good at remembering dates.
-I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.








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